This will be my last blog at Melaka. I won't be able to update my blog for some time. Today, was my last final exam paper and luckily I managed(I think) to answer it. Time starts ticking and there was a feeling of emptyness in my heart( I just woke up from my noon nap,haha). I can't deny that I begin to miss Melaka and my friends that I've met here. 3 years is neither a short or long period to get to know someone. So, if you my friends are reading this I would like to apologize if I've ever done anything wrong or hurt you in a way that I(idiot) don't know. I'm not perfect and sometimes I expressed myself in a wrong way.
Maybe, before I leave Melaka in the next morning I'll visit MMU for the last time. I've good and bad memories there(who doesn't?). Take a brisk walk around MMU. Haha, I still remember the first day I was at the orientation for freshies. Now, here I am packing to leave Melaka.
OK, I have to speed up my packing. I still need to wash my car in the next morning! Busy, busy, busy. I hereby wish all my friends all the best in their life. Goodbye, Melaka.
Mood: The feeling of missing someone or something and faces flashing in my mind, that's how I feel now.
My last exam paper, Offshore Banking & Finance 9am 18/10/08 Saturday This may be just my toughest final exam paper this semester.
I'm still planning whether to stay awake or take a short sleep tonight. Well, it depends on my progress of study.
My days at Melaka is coming to an end soon enough. I need to pack my stuff and be prepared(mentally & physically) for my internship as well. If, my superior ask me what I've learned at university, frankly I'll be taking my time to answer that question. I have to be healthy during my internship as well because no employers will like his/her employees in poor health conditions and keep taking medical leaves. After all, all of these might affect my marks/grade for my internship. NO KIDDING. A new world is waiting for me, and I fear the worst might come to me. I'm anticipating it, I just have that feeling.
Mood: I still need to study! ><
P/S: To my other friends that have the last paper on Saturday, hang on and all the best. Let's do our best, ok? Go! Go! Go!
Shop for my formal clothes and other stuffs today. I spent around Rm400 today. @@ Before that, I watched Max Payne the movie. Well, it was ok and I was expecting more action from the movie.
Time flies and I haven't start my revision on my next paper offshore. Gotta start working tonight. Oh ya, looking back at my room I found out that I still haven't start packing! Well, I'll start off little by little tomorrow.
~The End~
Mood: I want a more challenging life, so I don't have so much time to think of unnecessary and unproductive things in my head. Argh.....
Ok, today seems like the last day of exam paper for most of my friends. So, sayonara Melaka everyone? Each of us is going our own path be it looking for a job or internship. I've been thinking, what we all will become in the next 5 years. Rich? In debt? Married?(haha) Fulfilled your dreams? I, too have to start planning already. I don't have a particular objective now, maybe I'll think of one when the time comes.
So, why not we share our experience in MMU Melaka? Tag your blogger friends too :) You don't have to follow exactly as mine, use your own style, creativity and run wild with your imagination! :D
University: Multimedia University Melaka
Degree: Bachelor of Business Administration Banking & Finance
Years spent: 3 years
Age when graduated: 24
The best moment: Meeting you my friends :) , 8tv summer live concert!
The sh*ttest moment: Heartbroken(laugh all you want), when you don't have a pc(you know how I feel right?)
Expectation when entered uni: get a degree, get to know chicks, duno how to spend my time
After grad, I've learned: how to get a degree, how to spend your dad's hard earn $ without any guilt, how to be the most wanted man by ladies in Bukit Beruang(this is a joke,ok?), MMU is a money making university(it's worth it la), how to take it like a man and act like a man
Status before uni: single
Status after uni: hot, bachelor, available, someone-you-dying-for
5 years later: 5C - Cash, Credit card, car, Condominium, Country club membership
10 years later: 5B - Body, Bungalow, Boat, Billionaire, BMW
Conclusion: I miss MMU ladies but I think they won't miss me :(
Woke up at 11am Lunch at "ocean" Take a nap Dinner Supper Good night
Conclusion, eat and sleep today. So, in the coming days I have to pack up my things for KL. I need to get new formal clothes which is a priority to me. Wash and check my car which is a must as well for the KL trip. Say goodbye to my friends in Malacca and not forgetting the lecturers too. After almost 3 years at Malacca, it seems time pass on quickly. It's like a dream to me. Working days are coming soon and it's a whole new level for me. Wherever I go there will always be politics be it in schools, university, society and now the working place. I've to learn to handle all this because this is part of life as well.
Oh ya, I'm really mad of idiots who don't even know manners. I was queuing up to order my food and these people out of nowhere just came in front of me and make an order. I was pissed off. What about my feelings? They think I like to wait longer is it? Do I look like I was born to be bullied or my status is not on par with these people? Man and woman are all the same. You know what? This is the Chinese people that we(Chinese) are so proud of!(actually every races are the same) F*ck you! They don't have mothers to teach them manners, the schools and teachers of Malaysia must be useless because they are unable to educate these idiots. So, how do I look now? A nice guy? Ya, I'm a nice guy who's being treated like an invisible man(or worse, they don't give a sh*t abt me) by these brainless people. Next time if you hear me screaming at these idiots, don't be surprised. If no one educate them, than I shall do that. Maybe I'm a gentleman, maybe I'm a nice guy but I don't tolerate this kind of bullsh*t(not anymore).
14/10/08 Paper: Malaysian Economy Average score: 11.42/20 Highest score: 15.75/20 My score: 12.38/20 (so so only, too bad)
I watched a preview of the next TVB coming series, The Gem Of Life. This series will show a selfish, materialistic and cheater in the character that Ada Choi plays. Does such a person really exist?(I believe). I watched for a few minutes and I already think her is a b*tch, lol. Talk about talent in acting, every actors n actresses in these series are going to blow my mind again. Money, power, fame and woman... how does a man handle all of these in the current society nowadays.
Mood: Kinda sleepy, a bit pissed off but better forget abt these idiots coz they don't worth my time. Adios
Counting days... the days left that I'm going to be in Malacca. I'm not sure when I'll be coming back to this city again. I have sweet and sour moments here. I've met good friends, whacky friends, idiots, and heart breakers, LOL. I'm going to miss this place since I've been here for almost 3 years and it's like my second hometown(although I doubt that this feeling will last coz I'll be in KL soon, hehe).
OK, now let me introduce the next promising female action superstar of Asia, Miss Yanin "Jeeja" Vismistananda. She's born in Bangkok, Thailand on 31st of March 1984. She's 162cm tall and weighs 43kg. Her debut album is "Chocolate" or known as "Fury" in Malaysia. Pics from this link Q&A session with BK magazine More about the film! Wikipedia
Yes, I've fallen for her after I watched her movie. Unfortunately the biggest obstacle between us is language and not to mention she's a superstar now :( Although this was her first movie but her acting is really good(2 months of acting classes). It's not easy to act as an autistic person. I wish her all the best and I'm really looking forward her future movies! Chan rak khoon Jeeja! (I love you in Thai)
Ok, I'm going to stay awake the whole night again to study. Yes, super last minute study for Business Ethics.
Paper: Business Ethics Section BM 251 only Average score: 10.64/20 Highest score: 16.67/20 My score: 11.67/20 :(
Man, the past year papers MCQ's are really hard and you need to look at the text book for answers. It's not easy I tell you. *sigh* Coffee can do wonders for you to stay up all night. I heard coffee can also make our memory weak. I'm not sure of it though but nevertheless I still need the caffeine to stay up tonight. Everyone good luck and all the best!
"Can the soul of the man play the right kind of blues?"
-Blues by Jam Hsiao, 萧敬腾
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go, baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way I do
Wanting you the way I do
-Thinking of you(I drive myself crazy) by N'sync
忘了是怎麼開始
也許就是對你有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己
以深深愛上你 真的很簡單"
I've forgotten how it started
Maybe it was because I had some sort of feeling for you
And suddenly, I realized that I
Already love you deeply, really quite easily (translated)
-爱很简单, Love so simple by David Tao,陶喆
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
.
.
.
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
- She will be loved by Maroon 5
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know if I let you go?
-If I let you go by Westlife
每一次和妳分開 深深地被妳打敗
每一次放棄妳的溫柔 痛苦難以釋懷
每一次和妳分開 每一次Kiss You Goodbye
愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白
Every time we part ways, I am deeply defeated by you
Every time I give up your tenderness, it is hard to release my pain
Every time we part ways, Every time I kiss you goodbye
at that moment I finally fully understand the taste of love (translation)
-Kiss goodbye by Lee Hom, Wang(王力宏)
就是開不了口讓她知道
jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao
I just can’t open my mouth to let her know
我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑
wo yi ding hui he hu zhe ni ye dou ni xiao
I will surely protect you and make you laugh
妳對我有多重要 我後悔沒讓妳知道
ni dui wo you duo zhong yao wo hou hui mei rang ni zhi dao
You are so important to me, I regret not letting you know
安靜的聽妳撒嬌 看妳睡著一直到老
an jing de ting ni sa jiao kan ni shui zhao yi zhi dao lao
Quietly listening to you whine, watching you sleep till we grow old
就是開不了口讓她知道
jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao
I just can’t open my mouth to let her know
就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju wo ban bu dao
Those mere simple sentences, I can’t say them
整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著
zheng ke xin xuan zai ban kong wo zhi neng gou yuan yuan kan zhao
My whole heart hangs in the air, I can only watch from afar
這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我
zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao dan na ge ren yi jing bu shi wo
I can do all these things but that person is already not me
2 little silly people / make a little wish
傻 傻 两 个 人 / 许 过 一 个 愿
sha sha liang ge ren / xu guo yi ge yuan
at the time when stars are blinking & not to far away
当 时 星 星 眨 着 眼 / 看 起 来 并 不 远
dang shi xing xing zha zhe yan / kan qi lai bing bu yuan
I open my wings for you / as well as get blown by the wind
为 你 长 翅 飞 / 为 你 被 风 吹
wei ni zhang chi fei / wei ni bei feng chui
Please wait for me
请 你 千 万 要 等 我
qing ni qian wan yao deng wo
to bring you happiness on that very day
带 幸 福 来 给 你 的 那 一 天
dai xing fu lai gei ni de na yi tian
Spring walking, Summer sea-sighting & Autumn leaves counting
春 天 散 步 , 夏 天 看 海 , 秋 天 数 落 叶
chun tian san bu, xia tian kan hai, qiu tian su luo ye
Always no worries
一 直 没 有 烦 恼
yi zhi mei you fan nao
Always no quarels
一 直 没 有 争 吵
yi zhi mei you zheng chao
Let everyday always be as sweet as candies
让 每 天 像 糖 一 样 甜
rang mei tian xiang tang yi yang tian
Winter's snowing, I am your blanket keeping you warm
冬 天 飘 雪, 我 是 棉 被 温 暖 你 的 夜
dong tian piao xue, wo shi mian bei wen nuan ni de ye
Always by your side
一 直 在 你 身 边
yi zhi zai ni shen bian
Always loving till the end
一 直 爱 到 永 远
yi zhi ai dao yong yuan
You're in charge of lying on my shoulder
你 就 负 责 靠 著 我 的 肩
ni jiu fu zhe kao zai wo de jian
Keeping close to your face, snap a picture
贴 著 你 的 脸 / 拍 一 张 照 片
tie zhe ni de lian / pa yi zhang zhao pian
World's very confusing, so just keep close to me
世 界 是 很 复 杂 的 / 要 靠 我 近 一 点
shi jie shi hen fu zha de / yao kao wo jing yi dian
I hope your everyday's happy & safe
但 愿 你 每 天 / 幸 福 又 安 全
dan yuan ni mei tian / xing fu you an quan
2 little lovers hand in hand
两 只 恋 人 手 牵 手
lian zhi lian ren shou qian shou
None of us need to run to chase after the other
谁 也 不 用 再 跑 给 谁 去 追
shui ye bu yong zai pao gei shui qu zui
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Gary Cao (曹格)
Translated by: Corrie
曹格&卓文宣 - 梁山伯与茱丽叶
Cao Ge & Zhuo Wen Xuan- Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye
‘Gary’ Cao ge & zhuo wen xuan- romeo and Juliet
我的心唱首歌给你听
Wo de xin chang shou ge gei ni ting
Let my heart sing a song just for you
歌词是如此的甜蜜
Ge ci shi ru ci de tian mi
The lyrics are blissful
可是我害羞我没有勇气对你说一句我爱你
Ke shi wo hai xiu wo mei you yong qi dui ni shuo yi ju wo ai ni
But I am too shy to say the words ‘I love you’
为什么你还是不言不语
Wei shen me ni hai shi bu yan bu yu
Why have you still not spoken
难道(是)你不懂我的心
Nan dao (shi) ni bu dong wo de xin
No wonder you don’t understand my heart
不管你用什么方式表明
Bu guan ni yong shen me fang shi biao ming
No matter what method you use to make it clear
我会对你说我愿意
Wo hui dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
I will say to you that I am willing
千言万语里
qian yan wan yu li
all the words that can be said
只有一句话能 表白我的心
Zhi you yi ju hua neng biao bai wo de xin
Only one phrase can really represent what my heart wants to say
千言万语里
qian yan wan yu li
all the words that can be said
只有一句话就 能够让我们相偎相依
Zhi you yi ju hua jiu neng gou rang wo men xiang wei xiang yi
only this phrase is capable of letting us be together
我爱你 你是我的茱丽叶
wo ai ni ni shi wo de zhu li ye
I love you for you are my juliet
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
Wo yuan yi bian cheng ni de liang shan bo
I am willing to change into your ‘liang shan bo’ (‘Chinese’ Romeo)
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
Xing fu de mei yi tian, lang man de mei yi ye
happiness each and every day, romantic each & every night
把爱 永远 不放开 I Love You
Ba ai yong yuan bu fang kai I love you
Never let love go for I love you
我爱你 你是我的罗密欧
Wo ai ni ni shi wo de luo mi ou
I love you for you are my romeo
我愿意变成你的祝英台
Wo yuan yi bian cheng ni de zhu ying tai
I am willing to change into your ‘zhu ying tai’ (‘Chinese’ Juliet)
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
Xing fu de mei yi tian, lang man de mei yi ye
happiness each and every day, romantic each & every night
美丽的爱情祝福着 未来
Mei li de ai qing zhu fu zhe wei lai
the beautiful love that we share will bless our future
In case you were wondering, here is the Chinese Romeo & Juliet love story
translated by
ghettosushi713
The story is set in the Eastern Jin Dynasty.
A young woman named Zhu Yingtai from Shangyu, Zhejiang, disguised herself as a man travelling to Hangzhou to study. During her journey, she met and joined Liang Shanbo, a companion schoolmate from Kuaiji (會稽, Kuàijī, now known as Shaoxing) in the same province. They studied together for three years, during which their relationship strengthened. When the two parted, Zhu offered to arrange for Liang to marry her 16 years old fictitious sister. When Liang travelled to Zhu's home, he discovered her true gender. Although they were devoted and passionate about each other at that point, Zhu was already engaged with Ma Wencai (馬文才, Mǎ Wéncái), a man her parents had arranged for her to be married to. Depressed, Liang died in office as a county magistrate. On the day Zhu was to be married to Ma, whirlwinds prevented the wedding procession from escorting Zhu beyond Liang's tomb. Zhu left the procession to pay her respects for Liang. Liang's tomb split apart, and Zhu dived into it to join him. A pair of butterflies emerged from the tomb and flew away.
Credit: Wikipedia
RAP I ask girlfriend how you been
来去了几回 我从来没有想过爱情会变得如此无奈
是命运吗 难道难过是上天的安排 没办法
天天的每天的心思到底由谁来陪 我诚心 你诚意
但周围扰人的环境始终让我们无法在这里自由相恋
我精彩 你发呆 两颗心不安的摇摆 应该有的未来是否真那么的无法期待
舍不得再伤害 You're my girl my girl my friend
How much I love you so so much baby
看着你的哀愁 要我如何怎么承受面对
I'm sorry you're my sweetheart My love My one&only
天天都需要你爱
我的心随有你在
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩.
PinYin translation Will Pan - 不得不爱 Bu De Bu Ai
Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
- Pop princess by The Click Five
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..
-With You by Chris Brown
Argh.... I duno wat else to put. Unfortunately this is not complete. Some of this songs are how I felt towards girls that I like, the past and now. My friends said that I'm desperate. Well, I won't deny it completely but I still want to say this, if I'm that DESPERATE, why the hell I still don't have a girlfriend? The problem that I'm facing is not that I don't have a gf but rather who to choose as my gf! *LOL* Sometimes I want to whack the guys around their(the girls) life. They don't realize what they missed *Idiots*. Well, actually that's a good news for single man like me, haha. Be it being single or in a relationship doesn't matter as long as you're happy, right? :)
To my friends who are in a relationship or wants to be in a relationship. Please appreciate what you have now. Do not neglect what's in front of your eyes. If not you'll regret it, I know I do and that kind of feeling feels like your heart was broken into pieces especially when you see the person you like holding hands with another guy/girl. :(
Yes, I'm in a dilemma. Frankly speaking, I have this dilemma since Standard Two that is the first day I stepped into Bentong primary school, SMS. When you like that person, it doesn't matter whether she's/he's a Malay, Chinese, Sikh or even eurasian. But damn, girls can really change and when they grow up they turn into a beautiful, fine, pretty, cute, sexy, seducing, charming, elegant, unique, lovely, hot, sparkling and attractive ladies! *Thank god for creating girls* If you guys said you have never met ladies like that I'm really gonna smack you. Please OPEN you eyes because you don't know what you've missed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....
Why I dreamt of Miss N during noon? I have no idea as well. She's so cool/cold in my dreams! ><''
If you have any great songs recommendation, please post in my comment. Thanks. Music is life, baby! :)
I personally think this is a good article and I want to share it. I took it from thestar online.
A WRITER'S LIFE By DINA ZAMAN
Polygamy has nothing to do with culture or religion. Men, and women too, cheat because they can.
WHEN a male friend told me he planned on taking a second wife, all I could do was try not to choke on dinner. Are you serious, I asked. He said yes, he had fallen in love with a single mother, but it was not his fate to marry her.
Thinking it was perhaps due her compassion, her earnest desire to bring up her sprogs in a Godly way and that life was indeed a struggle, I choked on my dessert when my friend told me the first thing he noticed about her was that she owned a great set of jugs.
Now, my friend takes his religious obligations very seriously. His first wife wears the hijab. So to hear him admit that it was his paramour’s cleavage that caught his heart was quite shocking.
It was due to women like me, whose so-called Western, secular and feminist ideas of polygamy that pushed it underground. I then asked him, whether his equally-pious wife agreed to him taking on another wife, and he said no. She gave him an earful.
But our friend was on a roll. Now that his journey into polygamy was thwarted, it was all our fault. We modern Malay women, be they religious or not, were forcing men like him to marry in Thailand or Iran, where they practised nikah Muta’ah.
He was emulating the steps of our good Prophet Mohamed, he argued.
“You have got your Islamic history upside down! Nabi married war widows, and his first wife was older than he. Aishah was the youngest. And I don’t think our Prophet married any woman because she had great breasts!”
“You don’t understand.”
“Okay then. Why don’t you sell your car and take a camel to work then?”
I’m realistic. I know men who adore their wives and love them to bits, but they can still love their mistresses and other wives. Am I condoning affairs and polygamy? No. But this happens. It has nothing to do with Islam or being Malay, though polygamy is part of the culture.
We’re Asians. We have a long history of concubinage. There are good men who are faithful, and there are good men who have other wives. There are also bad men who are faithful and also bad men who are unfaithful.
Just like our politics, love in Malaysia is a circus. Weeee!
I’m not going to bore you with what polygamy in Islam is about, as it has been written before and talked about to death. Women’s rights activists have long fought for this “crime” to be illegal, but we face a tough fight. Sometimes it’s not the men who are itching for it, but yes, our gender, too.
In the 80s, when I was young and clueless, meeting mistresses and second or third wives would be sinful and against my principles.
These days? “Oh, you’re a mistress?” “Oh, you’re a hidden wife?” Yawn. Wear tudung or mini skirt, got. Educated or stupid, got. Some of our mothers are The Other Women, and are good mothers. So how?
Is this phenomenon particular to our culture? Oh no. Read the British newspapers. Mistressing is talked about to death in feminist columns.
But I thought after that dinner with my friend, I’d revisit the issue again. Some of the findings from my five-sen survey:
> Theoretically ... polygamy is OK. But must ikut hukum Allah lah. There are conditions.
> Ya, but… actually, kan, for career women like us, it does work. Nak jaga laki 24 jam … gue tak larat la. Biar bini nombor satu jaga. After all, in Islam, polygamous wives are taken care of legally. Better a Muslim second wife than a common law wife.
> But really. Think about it. Convenient, what. You see him once a week, makan once a week, have sex once a week...
> Sex once a week?! Baik tak yah jadi bini nombor dua macam tu! Chit. Once a week mana cukup?!
Why do men cheat? Again, just an observation dwelled upon by friends and myself. For a lot of polygamous men, they marry good women who fit their criteria of holiness, wifeliness and motherhood.
Intimacy between the men and their wives are perfunctory. It’s make-the-baby-cover-the-face sex. With their girlfriends and second wives, it’s Penthouse all the way, baby. It’s the soul thing.
At least this is what I got from talking to quite a number of married men. It’s not because of the first wives’ lack of trying; they want to have healthy intimate lives, but the bees in their husbands’s bonnets keep reminding the men of the Madonna-Whore syndrome.
Malaysia is not a place for single women desiring Hollywood-movie type of marriages and love. KL especially is a city for marriages and affairs. And it has nothing to do with money. There are rich men who cheat, and I know of a despatch boy who has two wives!
There are many single-again women like my friends and I, who still believe in marriage and love. But I can tell you, should we walk down that path again one day, we’re going down it with our eyes open and keep a part of our hearts to ourselves. Because you never know.
Perhaps my friend, an activist who makes a living entering and staying in war zones, is right.
“We have women like you, me, your mother, your aunt and friend who fight so hard for women and children and yet face a brick wall, simply because we ‘understand’ so much, and forgive all the time, which is why cheating, affairs and polygamy are rampant, to the detriment or contribution (depends how you look at it) of our well-being,” says my friend.
Another friend, Sharizal Sharaani, put it succinctly: “Men (and, yes, women too) cheat because they can. Full stop.”
The writer still believes in love and marriage and wants to move to Corfu.
Synopsis: Yakuza Masashi and his Thai lover Zin are forced to part when Masashi is sent back to Japan, leaving Zin in Bangkok as a single mother to their autistic daughter, Zen. Despite her condition, she is blessed with extreme agility and picks up Muay Thai by watching television programs and from observing the training sessions at the Muay Thai academy next door. Zen becomes an obsessive fighter who excels at catching fast-flying objects. When Zin is diagnosed with cancer, Zen has to fight her way to raise funds for her mother's treatments. Check out the review - Fury 2008
Max Payne Screening on 16th Oct 2008
Synopsis: Adapted from the Max Payne video game, it follows a New York cop whose wife and baby are killed by thugs high on a designer drug called Valkyr. Devastated, Max Payne joins the Drug Enforcement Agency and goes undercover with the mob to find the source of the drug. Framed for the murder of his partner and hunted down by both the mob and the police, he is forced to wage a one-man war against crime.
I have kinda high anticipation for this 2 movies. Remember "Ong Bak"? The same director will be directing Fury. This lead actress really knows Muay Thai and not just acting! Max Payne is a game I played before. Not a bad game but surely involve violence. I still remember the molotov cocktails I tossed to the bad guys(coz I'm Max Payne). They sure being cooked well. The game is fun to play with a special mode that can allows you in a "Matrix like" mode with slow-mo for you to shoot down your enemies. Maybe, the director will implement this in the movie as well?
Average marks 33.30 Highest mark 44.8 My marks 36.70 *out of 50 marks
OK, now a special moment about Fernando Torres. I dedicate this post to KJ(my blog fan lol) and my friends who are Liverpool Fans( you know who you are).
Euro 2008 Champion
Full Name: Fernando José Torres Sanz Nickname: El Niño (The Kid) >>>> Now, I know why Fran put this nick, haha Date & place of birth: 20-03-1984, Madrid Height: 1.86m Weight: 78kg Current club: Liverpool FC Position: Forward
Fernando has tattoos on of both of his inner arms. On his right arm he has the number 9 tattooed, which obviously means his shirt number in the Spanish national team, formerly in Atlético Madrid and currently in Liverpool. On his left arm he has "Fernando" tattooed in tengwar, which is a constructed script invented by J.R.R. Tolkien, the author of the Lord of the Rings series. (source from Fernando Torres Fan Club) *looks cool hor, where r ur tattoos eujin? :P
Fernando Torres and his fiance, Olalla (this is her name serious! Not lala ><) Fernando Torres Nike Ad - Listen to the song!
The first paper of my exam is coming soon in another 12 hours. I still have work(memorizing) to do for the few chapters. I think I can finish them tonight. If I can't then maybe I have to wake up early before exam to memorize them again. Yes, last min work again. I hope I can answer all the questions, haha. *pray pray pray*
Man Utd Vs Blackburn The results are obvious, a 2-0 win for MU. Blackburn had a few chances but they couldn't converted them. The first goal scored by Brown and Rooney added his tally to 3 goals in 3 games after that. Ronaldo wasted a lot of chances, I hope he can realize what he's lacking and help the team to win in their future games. Berbatov is still looking to adapt to MU's play.
I hereby wish all the best to my friends for the coming final exams. Take care of your health :)
May God defend me from my friends; I can defend myself from my enemies. Voltaire
I'm not happy after my friend's blog translated to me. I was like being insulted but everyone has their own opinion. Even though, the words are not nice to my ears I still have to learn to respect and think of what others say. It's hard but I have to think rationally and calm myself down. If such a small criticism I'm unable to accept then I know for sure I can't handle the big waves of pressure that will heap on me in the future.
Maybe, it's not a bad news after all. Now, I recalled back all the criticism I had in MMU days. From the lecturers and friends words, they ignited the flame inside my heart. NOT ANGER, NOT REVENGE but the flame of determination to do my best. I told myself enough with the empty promises I made and I should stop being just a 'big talk person' but instead to show positive actions and results. I've lost the flame and I'm like a dead fish now, a soulless man with a body only. I don't have a sense of direction in my life. For that, I'm an immature boy and the black sheep of my family. My mom and dad called me earlier today to ask about me(condition). I answered with short answers like "Hmm", "ya", "I know" and other craps. I was playing games that time and I dun care what they were telling me. Then, my mom said that she always tell 濟公(a Chinese god) that I'm going to have exams soon and wish that I do well. I'm such an a**hole. *Sigh*
P/S: Do you have anything to say to an @s*hole like me? Please leave your comment then, ty.
It is easy enough to be friendly to one's friends. But to befriend the one who regards himself as your enemy is the quintessence of true religion. The other is mere business. Mahatma Gandhi
Vote or no vote? I hope Malaysians(that's me!) can learn from this
Nothing much to talk abt today. Eat, sleep, play games and some light reading. I already lost my 'motivation soul'. ><" Maybe I need a 管家婆(housekeeper)? XD
P/S: WHY NOBODY VOTE MY POLL? NO MATTER U ARE A BLOGGER OR NOT U CAN VOTE! :)
I decided to put in a friendship quote in my blog everyday, here's the 1st: If two friends ask you to judge a dispute, don't accept, because you will lose one friend; on the other hand, if two strangers come with the same request, accept because you will gain one friend. St. Augustine
Eagle Eye the movie I found this movie not bad but the critics said otherwise. Here's wikipedia source. I found this movie is full of action although the car chasing and some scenes seem far too fast for my eyes. I found this movie far better than Babylon A.D. (sorry, Dato' Michelle Yeoh but ur movie really ....) Oh ya, for Transformers fans next summer there will be a sequel. The title is The Revenge Of The Fallen. I'm not going to miss it! Please check out my poll as well. Let me and other bloggers know what u think, ok?
Today I watched The Four from episode 4 to 6. Before that, I watched Supernatural episode 2. Then I played GGarena. Walau, so many ppl played cheat in FOC, really boring.
90 marks today P/S: Only that person knows why :) Sorry to bother you whole night but I'm happy for your company. Have a good rest. :D
Wednesday, I'll start to study and I'm not kidding.
I've been away for a while from blogging. I went to Kuantan for my cousin's wedding dinner on Fri nite. It was the 1st time I've been to such a special and grand dinner. From the start till the end, the guests were entertained with performances by singers, dancers and even a magician! There were projectors showing slides of photos of the couples on the walls. The photos of the respective couples when they were young till now. So romantic, lol. The food was nice at least from my opinion. However, my dad disagreed with me. I was offered Hennessy and I don't mind a few glasses of it! Ok, back at my house. I've been catching up all the anime episodes this past few months in my room. Then, came my dad saying "How old are you, still watching this(animes)?". I don't even bother to answer him back,haha(now, u know I'm evil). Only a few days away from Melaka and I already start to miss Melaka, *sigh*. I guess I have too much time that's when I start to think too much again. So, on Sunday me and my aunt together with her daughters talk about me being single. They asked why I'm still single. I told them because almost 80%-90% of MMU girls are 'taken'. Then, they told me to be more initiative, and express my feelings for my crush. At least, I must let that girl knows about my feelings. After that, I say now is the 21th century and why must the guys must be play the 'initiative' role. Then, my cousin said because guys don't appreciate or doesn't care for girls that came straight at them. Guys like to 'chase' rather in another way round. Is it true, GUYS????? Today, I've been sleeping most of the time in the bus. Sleep while listening to music. Nothing much to do really. I can't read while in a moving vehicle. I'll get a headache or I feel like my head is spinning everytime. The final exams are coming closer and closer but I don't feel any pressure(yet). Instead, I start to miss my MMU days in Melaka. 3 years ago, I'm still deciding to choose which course to take and now 3 years later I'll be graduating soon(if nothing bad happens). Oh ya, last year I told my friends that I'll get a gf in my uni days. I guess I've to end up being a 'big mouth' talker only,hahaha. I've met a lot of ppl here in Melaka and I'm glad they become my friends. I'm a social homosapien, I can't live without talking to humans! Even chatting online won't help. I tried not to talk to anyone or talk less and I become more moody and dull. It's like my life is meaningless with just pc games and watching videos. To be frank, after the final exams, we are going to part ways, my friends. For me, this 3 years will be like a dream. We'll seldom contact each other and hardly seeing each other. Our relationship will just be 'someone I know back then' as always. Well, I'm not complaining but I know each of us has our own path to walk and we'll spend much time on ourselves and our beloved love ones by our side. Where to find time to spend on others right?HAHAHA..... ~Let's hope our memories stay in our heart and our mind forever... friends 4ever~
To: miss clever (with specs, who thinks she's smart =_=) I'm evil so watch out, hehe. Marks 60/100
I'm at my hometown now. I'll be going to Kuantan on Saturday to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. The buses that go to southern part of Malaysia will be stationed at Bukit Jalil. So, I've to go to Bukit Jalil to take a bus to Melaka. I'm going to spend my time catching up the animes at home. After that, I'll go back to Melaka. I'm glad to be home :) Oh ya, I was listening to Flyfm today and the DJ asked the listeners whose movie do they like to watch. So, she(DJ) said she likes watching Will Smith and Mike Myers movies. Then, came a call from a guy. He said he likes Liz Hurley. So, she asked him why la. He answered "..because she's flaming hot!". Hahahaha. He also mentioned he watched 'Bedazzled' many times and he doesn't care about Brendan Fraser. He must really love Liz, hahahahaha.
My FD group really studied hard for the mock exam. They managed to answer all the questions. I didn't contribute much to the group though. Yet, they still said "thank you" to me and I don't think I deserve it. I'm glad that I've these friends as my group members this time. They have been wonderful. I was really exhausted these days because of the lack of sleep. I guess my body is not accustomed to wake up early in the morning(6am). Third day and my body cannot withstand already. I need lots of sleep! I've watched 2nd episode of "The Four" TVB series and I must say not bad. Well, I hope the series don't disappoint me later. KC told me that Heroes Season 3 is already screening and 2 episodes were already out. Well, I forgotten how the story goes after some time but I love watching Heroes. I'm not sure I can watch it though. Today not so happy la, so 40marks
A better day today. I've downloaded 少年四大名捕 (The Four) and watched its 1st episode. So far not bad. Played Fight of Characters whole night. Again, my friends heard from their friends said that I'm a shy person. Come on, I don't even know its a compliment or a critique. I must look fierce as well coz my friends keep saying they r joking only and told me not to take it seriously. =_= I was 'fishing' in offshore class today. Man, I should get some sleep but I can't coz I have unfinished business. That's right, study FD! My group mates sure are working hard while me well, not improving. They sure don't mind me if I don't study but I guess they are concentrating in their studies. I hope they dun regret that I'm in their group :P Marks today = 50 out of 100
Today, I was whole day in moody mode. I woke up in the morning and tat 'morning sickness' or whatever really made me can't concentrate at all. I was so tired and I don't know why. I tried out Fifa09 demo and it's not bad at all. New skills and improved graphics. Today, I should have study for my part but I didn't. *Sigh* I know it's an excuse for not to study but I really don't have the mood. Lousy excuse indeed. It's 1.45am and I try to do my best to start studying 3 chapters. Last minute work again, god da*nit. Well, at least I can chat to Taf today. I'm glad I did :) Today, totally unproductive by myself so I gave myself 40 marks.
At last, I had a good night sleep. It felt so good. Hahaha.. Today, I watched Man Utd vs Chelsea. It was kinda disappointing because MU took the lead and looked likely to break Chelsea's unbeatable home record but it ended as a draw. Oh well, at least MU played better than last week's match against Liverpool. After that, me and my room mate finished watching the last 2 episodes of Moonlight Resonance. It was a great series with suspense, romance and show a good example of family relationship. It was a happy ending with 家好月圓 (family reunion). Oh ya, during the day I spent much time on my blog, adding widgets and editing. I felt that this is such a huge world in blogging. When I read other people's blog from all around the world, I felt like we are much closer with the power of Internet. Each person is unique and has a different dreams and visions. In the old days we only can send mails and get to know pen-pals but now we can become key-pals (we use keyboard instead of pen this time,haha). I didn't even touch my books today. I use 'illness' as an excuse for not able to concentrate to study. Well, it's 1.05 am now and I try to read one chap of FD before I go to sleep. In conclusion, I gave myself a rating of 60 marks out of 100 today.
I couldn't sleep well again. Not having enough sleep in 5 days really is bad for health. I'm having sore throat, cold and coughs. I had Business Ethics presentation at 8am and I couldn't even sleep even at 6am. I didn't do well in my presentation. I spoke like a rocket, my group mate said to me. I don't want to tell out an excuse that I'm having insomnia. Even without having enough sleep, I still went for jogging and workout my body in these few days. I thought I can sleep better at night but I was wrong. I'm not sure why I had this insomnia these days. Is it because I think too much unnecessary things? My housemates play mahjong till late at night? My roommate plays dota till morning? I'll try to sleep well tonight. Getting sick is something I would like to avoid at all cost. Who likes to get sick anyway? I must handle this matter myself. I can't tell my dad that I can't sleep well at night. He has enough things to worry about. The least thing that I want is to give him another trouble worrying about me. FD mock exam is coming soon and I haven't start to do revision. Final exams is coming soon as well, and I'm not prepared yet. Is it because of these 'indirect' or external factors that pressured me? I don't know. Or maybe my 'wounds' haven't heal completely yet? I don't know how I feel... I'm not a superman
I know now the TVB drama, Moonlight Resonance(溏心風暴之家好月圓) is hot. Almost every friend I know is watching this series. I didn't watch most of the series but now I'm so into catching every latest episode of it. So, you must be thinking what is the purpose of my post this time. What report? If you are a fan of the series I think you already know. Yes, I plan to do like what Raymond Lam (管家仔) and Linda Chung(于素秋) did in the series. The difference this time is I don't have a 'doctor' like 管家仔 and I'm not trying to forget a particular person like 于素秋 . I will write in a report of my daily 'smiley' or 'happiness' marks. You must think I'm childish or really crazy about the series. Do I care what you think? This is my blog la, if you don't like then don't come n visit it. In my opinion, why not I try it out? I might live a bit of a more happier and healthy life. Another reason is because I don't have any ideas for posting new post in my blog. Other bloggers can try it out too if you want, I'll definitely support you! P/S: Pardon me for my rudeness, I'm having a bad mood...
Friday, 29 August 2008 was a day that I hope I won't forget. I reached the stadium around 6.30pm (rushed from job interview and lunch+dinner in a meal). I don't have time to scout around and I missed to get my hands on the poster, lyrics book and other Avril collectibles, *sigh*. I joined with Jade and her boyfriend,Lee after changed my clothes. It was definitely not a good idea to wear leather shoes for work to a concert but I had no other choice. I think we were able to get in the stadium around 7.30pm. Everyone was rushing to get the best seat in the orange zone. The most worrying thing happened, that is the rain! Luckily, we were given free raincoats (made in China) by the organizer, Galaxy's staff. This is better than canceling the concert!
Around 9pm, there was a guy performing Maroon 5's "This Love" on stage. Poor guy, the fans kept screaming for Avril because they were not there to see him. The lights were off and the crossbone banner shown at the stage. Then, Avril came out and started her amazing concert in Malaysia! The fans sang so loud until I can't hear Avril's voice (poor sound system, not Avril or the band's fault!). My friend, Jade told me that Avril and her dancers were wearing Avril's latest clothing line, Abbey Dawn. I like Avril's clothes design but too bad they are girls fashion, so I can't wear them (I like the red hoodie with a golden heart at the back she wore at the concert). I noticed that a lot and I mean a lot of people can sing Avril's songs in full! (shame on me, I don't know all her songs). Beside me there was a young boy that kept snapping Avril non-stop (I asked him, "Taken a lot of pictures,eh?". He replied me with a smile while nodding).
The concert was full with people from all ages. Children, teenagers, young adults (me,jade n Lee) and even senior citizens came to watch AVRIL!! Some fans wore hoodies, shirts with a tie and even short pants! I love it when Avril ask us to say "Hey Hey Hey" and "Hey Hey Ho". Then we also follow her instructions to say "A-V-R-I-L" for The Best Damn Thing song. Her dancers are all ladies and they sure can dance, cool! Oh ya, my friends told me before that Avril's live performance before was no good. Well, I think when I watched her 'live', I found out that she's not the power type (sing arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ for few mins) and sometimes she stopped to sing during a song played (I think la, not too sure though). However, I still think she has a good voice, pretty, cute, sexy, playful, cheerful, beautiful, omg I should stop here because I may go on forever :)
For her last 2 songs that night, the banner changed to a star design (represents her "Let Go" album, Jade told me). Then, came the moment when the song "When you're gone" is played. I was so emotional and I couldn't stopped my left eye shedding a tear (I was in pain and I couldn't cry because my manly ego doesn't let me. I hope nobody saw me,haha. Embarrassing). Thank you, Avril I felt a lot better. The most 'high' moment I believed was when the "Sk8er Boi" is played. Wow, the fans really love this song and sang along with Avril. I personally like "Complicated" because that was the 1st song I listen to. I definitely want to go to her concert again, best together with friends that love Avril as well! Even if you're gonna kill me Mr. Deryck, I still wanna say this "I love you, Avril" (on 2nd thought, plz don't kill me, Mr. Deryck. I'm still a virgin. HAHAHAHA... I don't know why I'm laughing).
Things I've noticed: 1) There was a small pink heart hanging down Avril's hair 2) There was a fan to blew straight at Avril in the front middle of the stage (she looks so cool) 3) Not much time was wasted when she changed her clothes (that's why the show was 1 n a half hr) 4) She wears a shirt and long pants (still she looks hot) 5) Her hair is curly for this live performance 6) She nearly cried when singing "I'm With You" and solo on the pink piano (I read fr forum) 7) She skipped the words "I'm the ___ princess", hell and sh*t
Ratings(out of 5) : Avril ----------------------5 (Who even have any complaints on her?) Dancers-------------------4 The band------------------5 (I personally think the drummer is good) Sound system-------------3 (Barely heard the music and Avril's voice when the fans sang along) Stage decorations----------5 (Why, you ask me? I love the crossbone banner) Lights on stage------------3 (They can do better with the lightings when each songs are played) Environment--------------5 (I'm not in a 'high' mode actually, but the fans and Avril changed that)
~To Eunice: Instead of saying sorry.. I know the first impression is very important (a friend told me that before) and I disappointed you. I can see it from your expressions (you're like in a shock,haha :P). I know I'm not cute or handsome and you might not want to talk or see me again. Well, at least let me say something that may make you happy. I think you're cute and you look much better in your pictures, :D I wish you all the best and may you have a beautiful life ahead of you. Bye
For more pictures at the concert click here I think I spent almost 2 hours on this blog, wth?
Looks good.. half bread and half cake choc, but actually the taste is so so only
My Milo collection. Took this pic during midterm exam week. What am I thinking?
My dinner for midterm exam day. 2 packets of mee, 1 cheese hotdog and a spoonful of tuna. Luckily I still have Chong Wei to accompany me for dinner, haha.
I went to meet a dentist during my midterm break. RM95 for cleaning and a paste made for one teeth. I tried the government's treatment for RM3 but I have to wait in a long queue and my teeth was not that clean after the treatment. That's why I went back to see a private dentist. I saw this flier at the counter. It was something like this "Brushing your teeth, reduce 30% of bad breath. Clean your tongue to reduce 70% of bad breath". It was a flier promoting a tongue cleaner, not a brush but its a plastic type like a spoon with a deep curve. Actually, I have a tongue cleaner, a much more simple mechanism. It's just like a thin long ruler. I don't even bother to use it until I saw that article at the dental clinic. Hell yea, I feel a lot more better! At least my mouth that is. Not only that, I'll floss my teeth as well. I believe if I take a good care of my oral health, my teeth will thank me! The people around me is going to thank me too, hehe :) Hope this will link can help you know more about oral hygiene. Bad breath(Halitosis) Oral Care
*This is not my blog* I'm just a normal person! I want to let more people know about Lee Chong Wei. This is Malaysia's No.1 men singles blog: Lee Chong Wei
Hitzfm was at Dataran Pahlawan today. JJ, Rudy, Natalie, Adam C, Ean, Moots and Jin were all here for the Avril Lavigne wannabe event. I manage to get a few pics and get to see all the hitzfm crew on n off the stage. All the crew was so composed and energetic on the stage. Somehow, I envy their charisma. Oh ya, their shirts already got everyones' attention, hehe. I wish I can get the Hotlink goodies and t-shirts they gave away but I was too shy. Yes, I'm an idiot because the t-shirt is cool and there is Avril Lavigne's poster and I missed them! There are also other games besides the main event. Me, and my friends were at Pahlawan around 12pm and left at 1.30pm to head towards my target destination, 8tv summer live concert tickets redemption at Mahkota Parade!
A lot of people was already gathering Mahkota by the time I reached around 1.30pm. Me and the gang went to queue up immediately of course. We have to fill in a form and we were given a no. each written by a male staff. My no. is 392. I feel sorry for this male staff because he had a long way to go to write the no.'s (a lady beside me said her friend's no. is 902!) Mahkota was surrounded by the people( mostly high school students) who was eager to go to the concert and today was the last day of ticket redemption. The redemption started at 3pm and I already got the tickets(each person gets 2 tickets) around 3.30pm. That was the result of efficient work by all the staffs. Man, I'm really tired...but it's worth it! (Exams coming soon, sigh)
Divers shower in between each dive to keep their muscles warm after getting out of the pool. The temperature of the pool water and the air are usually different (the pool is usually around 80 degrees, with the air temperature between 68 and 72 degrees). This difference can cause muscle tightness. To combat this, divers warm up in either the showers or a hot tub.
Alex Puskitas is a fictional, underdog athlete that incorporates all we want to express with the «Best of Us» campaign. He is capable of overcoming the odds and ‘bringing out his best’ in order to achieve his goals. He symbolizes the spirit of the athlete - the participation and striving to be your best.
I'm not able to go to the awards on 2nd of Aug but I managed to watch the replay of it in MTV channel. Performance by Pussycat Dolls, Stefanie Sun sang with Electrico of Singapore, Save Our Souls and also sang half of 逆光 song. One Republic with Apologize and Stop and Stare, The Script( I'm sorry I duno abt this band), Leona Lewis,woo hoo! Now, I know why her album is the fastest debut selling in UK! She's really good and the crowd definitely agrees with me although I'm watching it on the tv but nvm.. The Click Five with Jenny and Project EAR(combination band) sang Pop Shuvit songs and frankly they seemed to be screaming rather than singing, oh well. Panic at the Disco sang Nine in the Afternoon to end the awards and I personally think this song is cool. They held their concert on 5th of Aug at Bukit Jalil which was two days ago.
Who won? Leo Ku - Favourite Artist of Hong Kong Nicholas Teo - Favourite Artist of Malaysia Stefanie Sun - Favourite Artist of Singapore (won 5 out of 6 of the same award!) Show Lo - Favourite Artist of Taiwan (I wish Jolin won this instead) Linkin Park - Favourite International Artist Asia (I'm sorry Avril, my votes din help much)
Finally, I got the ticket to the concert. I arrived at Sg. Wang around 11am today but the ticket booth was not yet open. So, I went to walk around the shopping complex first. I found out that Royal Sporting House was no longer there. Instead, there is a new Nike store. I went in the Nike shop and I was greeted "Welcome" with a smile by a girl promoter (ya, she is pretty haha). I noticed Man Utd cap but it is priced at RM65, walau eh.. Then, I walk around and saw C.Ronaldo poster posing the new Nike training clothes. I checked out the shirt price, RM165 I think, phew... Then, of course I left the shop and the promoter said "Thank you, please come again" with a smile. Man, she's cute :) After that, I walked around again and I saw the famous cookie store. Damn, they smelled so good and I was feeling hungry afterwards. I went to McD and along the way I saw the person just arrived to set up the pc, etc at the ticket booth. After breakfast, I went to buy my ticket(I think I'm the 1st customer of the day). The person is a girl with a short haircut, and she's going to the concert as well as a Hotlink staff. I went to Pudu Station afterwards and I met with a friend of mine(we knew each other during the Taiwan trip). What a coincidence, I met Clara and Yimin too and they were going to Genting. I want to go to Genting too! Haih... I arrived at Melaka Sentral around 4pm and I saw Alex and his friend browsing pictures in a laptop at McD(I saw a familiar face in the laptop, another pretty gal, haih). I went for dinner around 6 something and then I wanted to buy printer ink but she(cute again?) said there was not enough small change for me. So, I end up being in 7-11 and bought myself a Slurpee(purple). I don't know how to use it and then the staff(she's friendly and kinda cute too) helped me to fill up my Slurpee. My first time trying this 'Slurpee' and now I know why my aunt is crazy for it! Yummy...
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Arcobaleno: Hello, Mr. SoHigh. Mr.SoHigh: I'm a busy man, let's start, shall we? Arcobaleno: OK! So, why do u feel 'so high'? Mr.SoHigh: I 'asked' friends for movie. No one replied me, nvm. However, I found out they already planned to watch the movie and I don't know anything about it. That's why I feel "so high" lor. Arcobaleno: Oh, I see. Ceh, small matter only what. Like that also u feel angry ar? Mr.SoHigh: I felt surprised, then pissed off, then disappointed, then I feel like I dun care la!!! Arcobaleno: You are one emotional person aren't ya? Well, maybe they have their reasons le? Mr.SoHigh: Maybe. Maybe they forgot. Maybe their car is full. Maybe the tickets were sold out. Maybe they think I don't like to watch Mr. Murcielago. Maybe because I look 'so high'. So, many 'maybe' situations in this world. You tell me which one is it? Arcobaleno: Maybe the cinema don't allow 'so high' people to watch movie and you are one of them haha.. Just kidding! They are your friends, right? You should not be mad at them. Mr.SoHigh: That's not funny,ok? True,they are my friends. Honestly, I'm not mad at them. Maybe a little but I'm an adult now so I can deal with it. Arcobaleno: Hmmm, actually I experienced this kind of situation before too. Sometimes, my friends also go to movies without me. They can't always look after me. I'm ok with it. Mr.SoHigh: This is different. I 'asked' ok? No god damn reply at all. I thought they are not interested to watch the movie. Arcobaleno: Well, you can always watch the movie next time with your other friends, right? You're such a baby. Stop whining,k? Mr.SoHigh: Ya, I have to start ask my other friends for movies dy. Don't call me baby, only girls can call me that, ok? Whining? Now, even you don't allow me to complain is it? Why the hell is this conversation on then? F*cker! Arcobaleno: Hey, hey calm down man. You just said you're an adult, so act like one. Mr.SoHigh: I'm cool, man. Ya, sorry for my attitude, dude. Sometimes, I need to express my feelings you know? I feel like going crazy. Arcobaleno: Well, can't u talk to your friends? Mr.SoHigh: Nah, some of my friends seem to comfort me but actually they feel I deserved it. In their heart they think that I'm just a small man with a small heart. Arcobaleno: You are just being pessimistic. You think too much too. Mr.SoHigh: Maybe. But my feelings told me that they think of me in such way. Sigh, I think you have a point too. Maybe the problem is within me. Arcobaleno: So, how do u feel now? A lot better after talking to me? Mr.SoHigh: Ya, not so f*cked up dy. Haha Arcobaleno: Haha. Continue to be positive man. Next time ask me out for movie,k? I like movies too. Mr.SoHigh: =.=! I prefer to go out with girls la, but I'll contact you maybe when you turn into a hot chick, haha! Arcobaleno: F*ck. LOL Mr.SoHigh: Haha... I gtg, talk later Arcobaleno. Bye Arcobaleno: Haha.. Bye!
Even before the start of the new semester, I wanted to change my attitude. I must be naive and dumb thinking that I have all the skills required to venture into the business world. No more classrooms but I have to face the outside world now. Frankly, I've been wasting most of my time during the years in MMU. What is the responsibility of a student? Get good grades? Active in club activities? Be a leader? Get to know friends and people? I have done poorly in all of them. That's why I told myself that I need to change into a 'to be the best' attitude. I have almost never done my best in everything. I realize that why I have such a pathetic life. Actually, I realize my life sucks since secondary school and yet I keep thinking about it but never took any actions. My friends think I'm weird, a nice guy but weird. My parents still have to look after me even at this age, and I've not had any achievements for the past 1o years. I'm not smart, shy and cool, pretend to become an idiot to get attention and I'm not good in academics and sports. Man, what have I ever done in my life that even worth a praise? Of course, I've to stop thinking negatively and start taking actions, no more thinking but actions. I need to change and I want to change. I always have conflicts within me for not trying which turns into pressure and depression. Unnecessary 'sickness' I've inflicted myself with. I won't say more about what I want to do now or future. I'll let you see and witness the transformation of me, a metamorphosis of a determined person. I'm now a man on a mission, "To be the best in everything I touch". Will it be just a dream? Just a phrase? A desperate man's last move? I want to be more than 'just a nice guy'. I need attention, love and compliments but I guess they won't come to me, not the person I am today...
Since the day I step into MMU life, I got to know lots of people. My friend, Chin, introduced me his classmates and his friends to me. So, his friends are my friends now :) I want to thank Chin and his friends for being my friend. I've been enjoying myself being with them. We hang out together for breakfast, lunch, dinner, movies, futsal, and lots of other things. I have to admit that my life is dull after they graduated. We can't hang out together, no futsal, no jokes, no laughter. It's time to move on I tell myself. We can't be physically be around with our friends forever but I know our memories with each other will always remain. I believe in that. The reason for this post is that, I wanted to tell them, I'm going to miss them and I really wish that they'll get a good job and they can have a life they always wanted. ~Thanks for the memories~
Here I am again start blogging after 2 months since my last post. I lost the motivation to blog because I couldn't upload any pics from my pc to my blog. I get lazy for the troublesome task that I hv to do. Well, I guess I can still write on my blog although it's rather dull. So, lets get started shall we? Lets begin
I know now the TVB drama, Moonlight Resonance(
